SOME NOTES FOR THIS WEEK

-i know i can be as good as him. so tried to pick someone who works with us in a company to be my icon.. i can follow in his footsteps and i'll try to achieve the best as he was..and i hope his performance could motivate me..

-unlike my old days in the previous department, i'm now become a yes-boss person. i never tend to complaint or raise arguments with my current boss (as you can see smiling wide in the picture below). i don't want the things happened before affects my career. and yet, it got paid...i become somebody she trusts. she delegates her jobs to me..sending me as her representative..and she had put her believe that i can do the jobs very well..apart from that, i always tries to make her flatter.. when she trusts me, i being motivated and have confidence to express my commitment in career. (honestly)

-being a fasilitator? i thought it must be boring handling the kids around...but as i've have long been admiring the teaching profession, i hope the task she gave me would put me a good help to be a good teacher.

-jom heboh again? aaarggghh..i'll do the same thing and have to pretend myself that i'm not a shy person. i'm going to shout, selling my face attracting the visitors and do all that can convince them buying our products.  it is hard to do that.. you will see my complexion become thick as i'm gonna interact with peoples, expose to them our products...and so on..it will be definitely tough to pretend but as i wish i wanna be a commited employee, i believe, i can produce my best.

-this month, my income raised..but i still don't  satisfied. in fact abg_i had paid me a sum he had to pay, in return of helping him writing an article, my best friend had banked me in some cash she owed from me..i'm also had received a pay cheque for my outstaion allowance. still not enough..i'll try to find out the reason..i'll check what happen to this month budget and try to get it balanced with my expenditure.. hmmm...

-my relationship with abe runs as usual..nothing up and down..somehow i've got a slight boredom...i try to figure out what will happen if this situation continues? i try to be patient that there will be rise and development..so far, in almost 6 months, the rythm goes flat..but i hope his will to further his study can make a difference. i'm not looking solely at the material aspect...all i want is our relationship become stronger and be blessed by our parents.